Totally Unconditionally Loved!

Do I love myself enough? To really accept and appreciate who I am!  To truly love others as they really are.

I Am Worthy

I am worthy of my life and all the good that is in it. I am worthy of my friends and their friendship. I am worthy of spacious skies, amber waves of grain, and purple mountain majesties above the fruited plain. (I am worthy,too, of the fruited plain.) I am worthy of a degree of happiness that could only be referred to as "sinful" in less enlightened times. I am worthy of creativity, sensitivity and appreciation. I am worthy of peace of mind, peace of Earth, peace of the valley, and a piece of the action. I am worthy of God's presence in my life. I am worthy of your love. Written by Peter McWilliams

I can say this was at my best life

Becoming the person that I wanted to become it took gone back to who I'm really am and one thing I am is very Gothic..

Walking the path to my journey is sometimes like a smile

I'm the type of person that likes to keep you informed. I did a little research on the Tasmanian devil that was very interesting.  I found four different links. 

1. https://www.australiangeographic.com.au/news/2017/05/human-contamination-of-waterways-affecting-health-of-tasmanian-devils/

2. https://www.britannica.com/animal/Tasmanian-devil

3.  https://dpipwe.tas.gov.au/wildlife-management/save-the-tasmanian-devil-program

4.  https://m.facebook.com/SavetheTasmanianDevilProgram


The truth about me as a person.

I love to talk. I love sharing my life story I love listening to people. Some people think I don't listen and reality I do listen. Let's come together and share a life story or two. I love learning new knowledge I'm never too old to learn. I am learning to love a human being where they are in life regardless of how they think about their life experience. I'm not into name calling. I don't do racism! When you disrespect me. I will give you my opinion of your situation and leave it up to God. I do not live in fear I do not let anyting fear me. When it comes to the authority figures I truly respect them. When you're wrong you're wrong! When it comes to the special needs they will get my attention 100%. Why because I am special needs. I've been serving other special needs people all my life I don't do labels! I don't do boxes because if you try to put me in the label or a box I will kick them down. The way I see it everybody has some kind of special needs I'm talking about your disability! I look at your ability to do something. I'm tired of people trying to put me down to look like a fool. Michelle Obama said when they go low. We will go high. I know that's the way to go if you do want true unconditional love for mankind. 

MORE TRUTHS ABOUT ME

I don't know which way my road is going these days. I do know this the three pictures I put down here is how I Stay I shoot for the stars your attitude determines my attitude towards you from now on and I keep my faith no matter what. And I do not Overlook the small stuff people do on Facebook. I am learning not to take it so personally because it has nothing to do with me it's how you exist in your own bubble. Let me say this loud and clear I am worthy of who I am I will not let another human being dehumanize me ever again. I did not ask for the things that happened to me.I are very sure I have no regrets for having my life. This is speaking to many people on different levels this is not aim at one person this is as how I'm feeling I am worthy of my lifestyle I am worthy of my life I did not ask to be born into this drama. I'm going to say it once again this is speaking to different people on many different levels I love unconditionally!!! I realize that ttime I miss with my family or friends I can never get back or never can make up for it. I will not let the ignorance of other people get in my way of being a friend or a loving family member I just am at that point in mylife I need to get over other people. This my truth as the person named Terravia Dushona Green I do exist no matter what people think I do exist I'm here with a life of purpose. 100% fold.  March  20th 2019

Life is like a song

My life has been a journey up and down on the keys of life. Sometime I have hit a very flat note sometime I hit high note. I keep dancing to my own music even though no one understands the tune.  I keep dancing to my own music.   February 18th, 2019

There is need to speak out

My reason to speak out is to educate

My reason to speak out is to educate everyone able body or not able. This is something all humans go through and to see one human being trying to diss someone else because they're afraid of whatever does not really I am a person that been through a lot in my 53 years. I truly believe I have a gift from God.Because my whole life I've been seeking the meaning of unconditional love true unconditional love. And my hope and my prayer is through this website I can shed some light on the meaning of being in love unconditionally the way that God wants his people to love one another without the hang ups.

Why do I go public?

This is my safe place this is where I come to write my pain my joy just to heal my soul to write the things that no one wants to talk about. Yes I do know this is going out through the global world. this is why I'm writing to show no matter where we are in this world it's a common thread that goes on. Even with the different languages it's the same issue going on. I decided to built this website t exo help others through the rough patches of the journey. That we call life life can be fun life can be hard the one thing you must get a life is your lessons.

This is the subject that no one wants to deal with women. I am bold enoughn now to

Let's get real about being sexually assaulted 22 or more times.

The older I get the more I see people trying to shame people have been sexually assaulted, I first sexually assaulted 8 years old by a Caucasian man he said he knew my mother. my last sexual assault was by my love of my life. It's been over year and a half since it happened and he has moved on to another person. I was trying to warn her and she told me it wasn't true. This is where I get confused I don't know how in the heck another woman does not believe a woman. To cut this story real short yesterday February 15th 2019 at 5: 513 p.m. the person called me I said hello she there's someone that wants to talk to you and I talked to the police officer. I told him everything was true and I had been in contact with her all day long. I'm pretty sure she left out what she was doing to me since June of last year. You see I made a decision to go through legal channels for defaming my character. I wanted to start the paperwork yesterday.and I will unable to because she was on the phone with me. And supposedly she wanted to meet me and talk to me face to face that never happened. So this is where the policeman comes in at because it's a power play and she playing the victim. The police officer he told me that is not to be no contact with her at all if one of us contacts each other go to the police station and press charges. The guy she married has a personality disorder Narcissistic Personality Disorder so this is nothing new to me still in love with him. My truth must be told truthfully. I'm not even sure if this will make a difference but to teach him a lesson you got away with rape until now. When you started slandering my name the gloves came off. This guy was a longtime friend first. I thought I knew him. I met him in 2002. He seemed to be a clean-cut person and I only had known him for two weeks and he asked me to marry him. Of course my answer was NO and I told him why. The answer was I couldn't marry anybody who I didn't LOVE. So the years the story will continue on a different page because this story just took a different turn then what I thought it would take so now we're going to walk this out together.

The truth will set you free! Your spirit will start heading to healing when you tell the real truth

Terravia D. Green

The Story Of MY Last RAPE..

let me say this right now. what I'm about to put on here was not planned. I AM willing to share about my RAPE  as a way of getting me through my rough places while I walk through my healing.  this story took a different time than I expected.  I I was on the fence about reporting the RAPE until this past Sunday which was the 10th of March 2019.  after I told his wife about the RAPE this guy found his way back into my house and stole everything that had to deal with me doing artwork  for the third time. and I decided right then and there that I was going to report the rape because this is enough of him abusing me different ways.  I am fully aware that I cannot tell you everything and I will tell you as much as I can without compromising my case. personally I wish I could tell you Blow by blow.  Justice don't work that way.  this time I don't feel like I was pushed into something I don't want to do by the advocates. I've been dealing with this issue since say March of 2014.  He even got married and came back to hurt me one last time.  do not get this twisted I took a lot of BS  from this man  because I was so in love with him.  this was my true love at least for me it was true love and true love never be replaced. the things I went through because I loved him and still do what a different way now because I know he can never really love anyone. As I go into the different parts of the story  you will be able to click on to the button below and take it to the page that is going to be a specially for this  Story yes I am dedicating a whole page or pages