WORTH is the title of this video and it's perfect for what I am to tell you
It's perfect for what I am to tell the people. You are WORTHY everyday! Whatever you go through you're still WORTHY! Yes I am a big fan of The Crabb Family!!
Ode to Tazz
Terravia is an amazing woman Cerebral Palsy crippled her shell. Born black in an unfriendly world Alone, and living in a place where drug deals were sold like so many breakfast muffins.The spirit of this amazing womanNever left herEven when she became homeless Fought the county's rules Stood up and roared to silent winds Unheard Unheeded Found sanctuary in a shelterLost everything Everything except that indominable spirit that carried her And yet she never gave up Never gave in Spat in the eye of the world which derided her Stood firmly on her ground Said "This is ME!"Tazz is now warm and safeIn her own apartmentAnd after several years of only being able to send or receive emails through her phone or the local library, now has a laptop and an internet hookup again, and Is about to be married To the man she has loved Through all of thisAnd yet not once let go of who she isMuch love Tazz And thank you for letting me be part of the journey And for being the one to remind me today When it was me who needed it I wish I could be there to share your special dayI wont be But being part of the journey there....is enough.....and more Fly well sweetie* By Champrins
This is the history of my nickname
In this video you will learn about the real Tasmanian devil and the animated Tasmanian devil that I was name after. I had a friend from Australia and she was telling me how endangered the real Tasmanian devil are. So I keep in mind these are very special creatures.
Through the fire is the whole theme and the purpose of the website
This is one of my favorite songs by The Crabb Family. I know Jason sings it.
I still like the whole family.
Consumed by hatred
This is what hatred looks like and feel like inside of you. No one should be consumed by hatred this much. I write this because I am filled with hatred! I want Justice for the wrongdoing I've been through! I know the Bible! I know what GOD says vengeance is his!!! Sin not don't go to bed angry, Don't give the devil no foothold. I can go on and on still. That's not enough when you know I mean really know know when you didn't do anything to get what you got repeat lies for 5 years. And got tortured 7 days a week it got cut down to five then one day. The spirit of Jezebel still comes back. Yes different people with the same motives. We talked about the spirit of Jezebel like it's nothing. Jezebel needs more than one demonic Force. That spirit is the child of the master of hell and the fallen Angels.Yes I can say that spirit does gang up and take over your life. Also making you very sick so you reach out to FATHER GOD wondering what the heck you do to get this sick. I've been in different Churches and I have heard different PEOPLE AND different PASTORS SAY they do not pay attention to the evil identities. I have heard stuff like what you pay attention to you will get. The only thing for me is I was not paying attention. I was blindsided I was lucky enough I had a little education on the demonic forces. For me I said I am a follower of Christ I have going to different churches and see and seeing things that are not very christ-like done to me and done to other people. For me it's like this I can't tell who's the Christian and who is not and that issue when you cannot tell who's for you or against you you're on your own and I always call on God. I told God you know I dance to very different tune and I don't understand why nobody else don't get it.I don't want to fit in with the crowd I don't want to fit in nowhere because I like being different and unique. This hatred I hal I have work not getting what I know I should have being abused by everyone around me. I know Jesus went through everything I'm going through my name is not Jesus the anointed one the son of The only living one GOD. MY NAME IS TERRAVIA D.GREEN I am who I am and I am broken! and very spiritual I know there is a God because he's the one that gave me this gift to write poetry. And that is a miracle by itself. February 16th 2019 10:48 a.m.
Toxic Love
I've been through many toxic relationships, The worst one is when you fall in love with a very controlling out of control Narcissistic person you never see it coming. They will love bomb you. The person will play the person you always dream of for couple weeks even for a couple years. In the end all you get is crush and wonder. What really happened? Where did my life go? Who the heck was that person? Totally devalued and very unnaturally hated by the one you love the most. The one person that you told all your darkest secrets and your biggest dreams to. The one that you thought you could count on. The one that sets you up for failure every time. And will have a smirk on the face when you fail like it’s a game. And my truth I will say this why narcissist Drew oh that was important turn me and throw it away no matter what it was just to get a rise out of me he threw family pictures away he threw very important paperwork he threw stuff that I had from high school oway anyting that was loved or value to me got thrown away out of spite. And the truth is you're dealing with a demon or several demonic spirits inside of a human being. Somewhere in that person's life that person okayed the spirit to take over the persons shell because the GOD given spirit is not connected. Because a Narcissist cannot feel they have no feelings so whatever they do stuff that is very toxic and they will not care and they will not admit to the wrong they.They Love chaos they love to destroy other people life. They will do everything you could think of that is illegal or mower to make themself look good and to get what they want they have no care about you and I. Toxic love is living and one lie after another lie and saying that that it is going to get better and you know better it will not get better it is the very definition of insanity. To be in love with someone that really hates you hate everything about you and Hate self even more what very toxic love isEven worse they move on to the next unexpected person and stock the whole toxic thing all over again and this poor person male or female they have the love of their life and all you can do is watch having cuz they will not believe you if you tried to intervene trust me I have tried and many people try the interviewed why I was in my very toxic relationship and this was the one that in relationships I have no trust I look at people very different now.And somehow I have sympathy for the one are the ones that are Narcissistic and it did not come from 1 one person started from the mother of me. Down to every boyfriend I ever had.I have my life lesson and it might have been the most painful life lesson. And I have no regrets I know now no one can love me like I love myself and like God loves me I can say personally I am happier being by myself then someone that cannot stand their self I have to to belittle and other things like lie about people steal from people you know all the best stuff that people do just to make themselves feel better. I still love people but I'm just a little bit iffy about everyone now. I was watching someone on read you and she says something that was true and I never understood vampires are true and they're everywhere and that's what a relationship is a vampire is in it toxic love almost killed me every sense of the word kill me I was sick constantly I was diagnosed with stuff I never heard I will never do toxic love again it's not worth good life it's not worth your anyting. And honestly toxic love is a fast way to the grave and to be mentally insane take it from someone that is working myself back to normal whatever my normal was before I met this demonic person and yes part of it is mental illness the rest is a spiritual identity and for those that don't believe in them if you ever get in this kind of relationship you will believe in the spiritual world after this.. we've written on February 20th 2019 5:34 a.m.
Twisted Love
This goes out to anyone that gave to another person's Twisted soul. That spirit YOU gave everything you had to and it was not even enough! You know that one. They could be a mother sister brother a family member a lover. Do you know who I'm talking about and that person still Remains a piece of blackhole in your heart. Never happy it was never enough you gave and gave and got very little in return. Taken always taking what they critique to make you feel worse they never gave back maybe a Willow and r something a piece of something Oh no I got the wrong person that might be too much like right to give something back to the one you claim that you love.. and slowly killing your soul by taking everything you have and not giving back to you the love you deserve it is what Twisted love feel like it slowly kills your spirit making you deadly sick. While you're wondering why isn't the person willing not to give me any love back i. March 20th 2019 7:40 a.m.